i repeatedly catch myself thinking things like,
“i wish i could go back and do high school over again,
but i would act and be like my present-day self.”
i just got the sense that i keep thinking about this
because i am not satisfied with the way things turned out.
- i liked where i was but not who i was.
- now i like who i am but not where i am.
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working on rebuilding my social skills.
or, wasting my time.
either way, i’m trying to fill the void that akron has created.






